Sorry I haven’t been on in a while!
“Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I’m tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It’s starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn’t take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn’t make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I’ve seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That’s BULLSHIT! Does anyone else realize this? Does anyone else feel the pain I do when my heart bleeds as I watch my family fall apart? We are all equal. Juggalos shoud not fight with one another! Remember? We are suppose to love each other! We need to be reunited as one once again. Just as we were before. “From the first jokers card, Carnival of Carnage, to the latest card. The Wraith: Shangri-La, we have been united as one by the powers of the Dark Carnival, the power that brings us together and makes us who we are, never again must you care what people think of you or what you do, this is our world and we live for each other!” If you own a copy of Dark Lotus, as soon as you get a chance, I want you to sit down and listen to ..15 enititled, “Juggalo Family.” When the song is over, think about what it means and think about how it makes you feel. If yall want to laugh than go ahead but personally, When i sang the song i really didnt listen to the words but when I heard that song for the first time, I was at The Gathering of The Juggalos 2001 and when I listened to the words and took a look around at all the juggalos face, tears slowly came from my eyes and I thought to myself, “this is my family.” It felt so good to know that the only thing I care about is right here with me. My juggalo family is the only thing true in my life. Nothing else has ever made me feel good. No person place or thing has ever looked at me as a part of their family. If you own a computer, get on a website such as realjuggalos.com and click on the icon “juggalos” search through the page and take a look at all of them and just think, each of them consider you family, each of these people can be trusted with your life just as they trust you with their life. We shouldn’t be fighting, we should be giving each other hugs and saying, ” I clown love you ninja!”to any of you that have web sites, i would greatly appreciate it if you could post this on your site. If you happen to have access to a copy machine, please make copies and give this to as many juggalos as possible. I want to make sure every juggalo world wide reads this letter I’m goin to do my damnest to save our juggalo world and reunite it, not only that but make our family bigger. We have over two million dedicated juggalos in the world but we must also be dedicated to each other. My heart, mind, body and soul goes out to each and every one of you. If you dont remember anything from this, at least remember this, “mass murder makes me happy, dead bodies make me happy, say what you will of me, I’ll always have juggalo family” please repost this and help our sick family find there way back WHOOP WHOOP” -Violent J (this is why I love J he’s so fuckin real)
For Axemas I got a bunch of Hatchetgear…
But the day after, I got the gift as a ‘lo being my bf <3
I remember I blogged a lil’ while ago about a guy who had all the qualities I wanted but I was still in love with my ex. Ends up he was a jerk, so I moved onto the next one. Then the next. Then the next. Dating SUCKS because now I found someone I really like, but he’s moving soon. He kinda sorta asked me to go with him… it’s a scary thought, leaving everything you know and giving up your life as you know it to be with someone, your own sanctuary. Then one another note, he’s the only one who’s lasted this long. All my other options dumped out on me. One was a complete perv and the other one well… I ended up finding out he’s facing rape charges. Fucking wonderful, ain’t it? It’s fucked up cuz he’s a juggalo and I’ve always wanted a juggalo love interest! Anyways, back to main dude, it’s hard to say goodbye, and you’d think I’d go with him, but honestly… with the feelings I have right now, I’m not mentally stable or ready, even IF it’s not going to happen ‘til a few months from now. It also doesn’t help that a girl that I really like can’t make up her mind. Well… she did now. It wasn’t what I wanted though, now it’s back to the sucky feeling. Well, I’m out ninjas.